Sunday, 21 March 2010

a complaining post

I realize that everybody has their problems. I realize that everybody has difficulty level on their problems. I know that I have to be strong, tough, and mature to face all shit things in my life. I know that I shouldn't have to complain for every problem that comes to my life. I know that I have to be thankful for everything from Allah. For million times, there's only one thing that I want to do, I want to share all my thoughts, I want to complain all my shit things, I want to ask all my questions, and I want to be listened by someone either with my best friends or my another family member. All I need is someone or anyone who wants to listen my sad songs. All I need is sharing with someone or anyone who wants to listen my trashy sad stories. I'm not a drama queen. I never hope that I would find a happiness like in a romantic tale story. I never hope that my life would be wonderful like every princess in the world. I never hope that my life would be a happy ending story like cinderella. Dear Allah, I want to live with simple living, even though there would be many problems, at least I want to be listened by anyone who wants to listen my trashy sad stories.

4 comments:

livewithgusto said...

Ayu, what happened?
whatever happens, I know you are strong, you can make it! ;)

ayu susanti aditya said...

tenkyuuuuuuuuuuuuu mbak nenooooo! :)

Anonymous said...

dear sista,

i just wanna say that you"ll never walk alone, at least there were our beloved God Allah SWT that gonna stay for us ever after. Saya pribadi merasakan yg namanya mahluk bernama manusia itu pasti ada jenuh2nya, pasti ada bosannya termasuk untuk urusan untuk sekedar mendengarkan kita (manusiawi sich :-)), padahal sebenernya kamu atau saya cuma pengen di dengarkan, engga lebih :-), keep on spirit sista, Allah with us, have a great life - pujanggaitusudahmati -

ayu susanti aditya said...

thank you :)